sorry havent been on as i norally am =/
things are not good for me right now, but i have so muh to be happy about. i have cut tonight and i will cut again, it will keep happening.
i have been so low recently its killing me inside, suicide thoughts are creeping in i can not deny that, ODing creeps in my mind, cutting my wrists(which i dont do) . i was thinking about jumping from my sisters paprmtnet window last week, but it was to low down.
what the fuck is wrong with me, probs nothiing, just an over dramtic teenager who can't get a gip and you probs all hate me because of it.
i feel so alone all the time. but im not. but i feel unable to actully speak to people about my problems. i feel they will reject me, even though many of my freinds have harmed before maybe know what i have been through or going throught right now. but what right do i have to talk to them about it. there my problems not there.
god im pathetic. sorry
shuting up now.
bye
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Hey there
ReplyDeleteThere is NOTHING wrong with you hun. You can have a very happy life (or have happy things happening in your life) and still feel terrible. That's the grip of depression.
Don't beat yourself up about it. I hope you're getting some help.
xDFNx
thanks for relying. im not getting any help right now, not professional anyway.
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Well I'm here for you anytime x
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