I have hit the bottom again and i don't know where to go.
everthing just seems to hard. anything is making me sad.
tbh i dont want to be here anymore and i serioulsy doubt many will truley miss me if i vanished.
my cuts hurt like they should now cleaned but not dressed, why dress what will have new cuts thi time tomorrow.
i really dont want any of this anymore and im to afriad to speak out ask for help. i have no where to go. the onley person i see is lisa. the only one who wants me around if she even does.
i feel so rejected and i dont even know why.
im so fucking stupid i know. yet my head does all this stuff
WHY CANT I FUCKING GET OVER IT.
im almost crying again. i so useless.
i dont want to be alone yet i want to push everyone away :(
sorry i really am stupid
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you're not stupid hun. Please try to give yourself a break. It's the hold depression has on people which makes life so difficult.
ReplyDeletePlease take care and let me know if I can do anything for you.
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