butterfly fly away

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

This song made me think. alot of of its true. im angry at him for alot of things. But its just me and him now, he is try, has tried and works hard to keep this roof over our heads. I think i will never let my anger go, but at moments I do see how hard this part year he has tried.

Life is a huge struggle , maybe i will always be the catapplier and never the butterfly but i can dream, fight and survive even if i dont want to.

Im so sad and depressed right now. im crying alot. I hate my life yet at times i love it so.

sorry i might not make much sense but these are the thoughts in my head.

EoZ
Shrew
Daughter.