and so to day is the final final day , no extensions no excuses it must all be dn7one, its going to be hard stuff i know it but i had best not get destracted or let my meotions play with me , that would not do.

The thing is i am emotional its an emotional time for me, probs only me but hey im an odd one. i planned to hard yesterday but didint in the end, the stress is buildding up and i need that release but i mustnt i want to staop yet i feel i never will rthe urges to cut are stong. have to leve for college pretty soon aswell. =/ must think its going to be ok or i will fall down.


best go befre i start blabbering

EoZ xx