I want to be thin again i have gone from a uk 10 - 16 thats THREE! fucking dress sizes and i feel fucking awful, dont want to eat uch put probs will for comfort, im determind to lose weight this summer no matter what. did works 5-6 days a week so i dont even have to eat and he wont really know. well i will eat abit but not to much , i will walk alot, keep water handy aswell , will pucjh myself at work. i really want to be pretty and thin, everyone else around me is. and im the big black blarg plodding along behind them :'( seriosuly why am i the fat one guess i always have bin and always will , i cant even wear normal close without my ass half way out into the road. god im ugly sorry
fat rant over now