I sit here in near tears, i always say the wring things because im stupid i dont think for that i deserve nothing.

i wish to cut, i wish to cut so badly, i feel like im being eaten up by a dark whole, a darkness that clings to me and i cant handle it.

i wish i could talk to my freinds tell them how o fet, but im faird of what they will say to me.

when i feel so alone who can i turn to who will listen?